Friday, February 26, 2010

The Result of Compton Cookout

first, read this

if you are too lazy, then just read the summary below.

basically, there was a party themed "Compton Cookout" and pretty much made fun of many African American (I'm just gonna use "black" from now on so don't get offended....gosh this situation really makes me cautious of using words.....) stereotypes. The news soon broke out into public and the group and UCSD both got criticized for being racist. In fact, the Black Student Union already tagged UCSD as a racist campus because the office funded the Student-Run TV that had people defending the party.

The Black Student Union filed a long list of demands that requires UCSD to giver more opportunity to black students. Knowing that there are only less than 2% of black students going to SD, this would seem fair to them.

And not too long ago, a report shows a noose was found in the library.

Okay, enough stories. So why am I posting this?

First, I have to say this. I do think racism is totally wrong, and it will simply cover our eyes from seeing the reality. The ethnicity doesn't really affect how good a person can be. It may affect people's actions and thought process, but it doesn't make a person a complete asshole or idiot or something like that. Please keep that in mind, and then read on.

It's true that I'm against racism, but we do have to know that it's still around whether we like it or not. Let's be honest with each other. We all have stereotypes of other races, and sometimes we can even see those stereotypes on TV. So why are we freaking out this time?

I'm not trying to defend the group who hosted the party or Koala who defended the group. In fact, I want Koala gone. I do think it will make the world less offensive. However, i do think that whoever thought of this theme wasn't intentionally trying to bash or hurt black people. It's like a joke that crossed the line. That's all. It's good to try to fight for equality for all races, and it's good to speak out for minorities, but it's not good when it gets out of control. Right now, things are out of control.

I read through the demand list, and my only reaction was "do you really think it's going to work? REALLY?!" I have no problem for people who try to fight for their rights and opportunities, but we still have to logical about things like this. It's not like we can get whatever we want if someone or something is discriminating us. California government is still broke, and UCSD is still not going to grant any privilege besides the existing ones.

If you read the report about the noose, you'll find tons of responses saying how this is threatening the already outnumbered black community in UCSD. To me, it's more like a person's stupid idea trying to get these responses so he can laugh at it. Messed up it is, outrageous it shouldn't be. If this event happens anytime other than this, it would be seen only as a joke. However, the cookout incident totally amplifies the effect of this noose. Is it really that significant? I don't think so. It's disturbing though.

Again, I'm not saying having parties like this is right. I'm just saying that we should not take this more seriously as we need to. We all need to chill out and move on with our lives. It's not the end of world.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Thing found on web

So i was bored today during the lab hour, so i started surfing net and found this.

"When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit."


interesting isn't it?
I really love poems or quotes about encouragement
although sometimes they might not help, they do give at least a little comfort :)

Where is Lebron going this summer?

Cavs committed to keeping LeBron

Associated Press

CLEVELAND -- When the Cavaliers shipped off Zydrunas Ilgauskas this week and welcomedAntawn Jamison and Sebastian Telfair, it severed one of the last remaining ties to Cleveland's NBA finals appearance in 2007.

The Cavaliers have three remaining players -- LeBron James, Anderson Varejao and Daniel Gibson -- from the team that won the Eastern Conference just three years ago.

As the Summer of LeBron draws near, general manager Danny Ferry's creative moves and owner Dan Gilbert's wallet have turned over the Cavaliers' roster in an attempt to give James plenty of reasons to remain in Cleveland.

[Ferry] has done a good job of bringing in players and trying to build something. I think we all know how important it is to win around here and we have high expectations every year. The front office has done a great job of bringing in guys that want to win and want to do what's right for the team.

-- LeBron James

"[Ferry] has done a good job of bringing in players and trying to build something," James said. "I think we all know how important it is to win around here and we have high expectations every year. The front office has done a great job of bringing in guys that want to win and want to do what's right for the team."

Cleveland's payroll for this season is near $83 million, ranking among the top five in the league. But it was the final two years on Jamison's contract, worth a total of $28 million, that allowed Ferry to acquire him at the trading deadline.

It's a move he has mastered. While teams around the league continue to shed payroll either for economic reasons or to make room for this summer's strong free agent class, the Cavaliers continue to welcome the rich and famous.

Ferry overhauled the roster in 2008, trading six players one minute before the trading deadline for Joe Smith, Ben Wallace, Wally Szczerbiak and Delonte West. It remains perhaps the most vital of all his moves, since it laid the groundwork for what was to come.

Smith was traded to Milwaukee for Mo Williams when the Bucks didn't want to pay him through 2012. Ferry turned Wallace into Shaquille O'Neal when the Suns were trying to get out from under $20 million.

Now Gilbert has allowed Ferry to turn Ilgauskas into Jamison, while leaving hope the Cavs could get 'Z' back if Washington, as expected, buys out his contract.

"This is Dan Gilbert's commitment to winning," Ferry said. "He supported us to make any move we think makes this organization a championship-caliber team."

Now Gilbert must hope it's enough to keep James, who can become a free agent in July.

In trying to get to know his superstar a little better, Gilbert brought James and his family to Idaho last summer for a convention featuring some of the biggest names in business, like Bill Gates and Warren Buffett.

It created a bond between Gilbert and James, since it was the first time the pair had spent significant time together. They talked about life, philosophy and business over the five days, but they didn't talk about James' future in Cleveland. Gilbert, a comedian at times, won't even joke with James about this summer.

"I joke about a lot of things, but probably not that," Gilbert said. "This time of year, we're focused on trying to have the right outcome."

If basketball is James' first passion, business is his second. It's why he embraced the chance to spend a week among the high level executives from around the world. James is a self-taught businessman, having never gone to college after taking the leap from high school to the NBA. Yet he was ranked fifth earlier this month on Forbes Magazine's Fab 40 list of the most powerful figures in sports.

"Great experience," James said of the trip. "I learned a lot about business, did a lot of networking, it was a great time for not only myself, but my kids enjoyed it. A lot of things I brought home not only bettered myself, but bettered my company and bettered the things I do."

Added Gilbert: "He's got a high level of awareness and a high interest in business. He takes very good notes. He's the kind of guy that wants to learn not just about basketball, he always wants to improve what he's doing. And that lines up with our culture and philosophy."

It doesn't take business acumen to understand the numbers of the NBA. On a maximum contract this summer, the Cavaliers can offer James an extra year and about $30 million more than any other team. James has maintained his decision will be based not on money, but on what gives him the best chance to win.

Cleveland certainly appears to be that team, given Gilbert's history of spending.

"You have to understand, Dan Gilbert spent a lot of money," Williams said. "It shows the commitment they have to us. It's not about how much a guy makes. If the player fits the team, they've never shied away from the contracts, even though other teams are trying to shed money. They're taking on more money. The goal is clear what we want to do."

Teams around the league are positioning themselves for James and the rest of the free agents this summer. The Knicks, Bulls, Wizards, Kings, Heat and Clippers are among the teams that will likely make a run at a marquee free agent.

Some of those teams are more appealing to James than others. He quit talking about next summer early on this season and has kept his word, sidestepping a question about whether it was good for so many teams in the league to clear cap space before Thursday's trading deadline.

"I think it all depends what their plan is for the summer," James said. "I don't think too much and get involved much with teams clearing cap space."

Short of winning a championship, Gilbert has done all he can to keep James happy. He called acquiring Jamison Cleveland's big free agent signing, since the team won't have any cap space to take part in the summer frenzy -- other than retaining James.

Gilbert, who successfully steered a campaign recently to bring casinos to Ohio, likes his odds.

"I don't lose any sleep over it," he said. "I feel very good about where the franchise is, all the moves we've made. I feel good about our odds of winning. How do you build it and give it its best odds? How do you put it in the best position to win? I think overall we've done that. Whether it's LeBron or anybody, we believe this franchise would be attractive for anyone who wants to come play basketball."


Copyright 2010 by The Associated Press



Okay, now

Adding Antawn Jamison is like cheating right here. Cavs are already a strong team, and now for keeping Lebron they did this!? Although it won't look good on that luxury tax, it's really a good trade.

So now it comes to this: can they grad this ring this time?

If yes, Lebron is not leaving, if no, he might still have a chance to leave.

New York Knicks has cleared more cap space in order to pursuit two top people. Knowing that they can persuade two of the top free agents (one is Lebron, of course), there IS a chance that Cavs will lose him.

Then again, if I were Lebron right now and I see my team, I wouldn't want to leave this summer.

Guitar Tab--Home by Michael Buble


I was listening to pandora when i was studying and this song popped up. great....i couldn't study anymore after this
as soon as i managed to finish all my work, i went home and found the tab.
great song. it reminds me of my friend sean's post about nostalgia 
well....it wasn't the greatest time to think about home and i just couldn't help. plus there were things happening......
don't ask, i'm not gonna tell :)

and this song gives me a chance to reopen my guitar tab collection on my blog. i guess that's something good.
now i just want to go back to taiwan and not worry about finding a job whatsoever
lol.......a dream can only stay a dream........
G
Another summer day 
D/F#
Has come and gone away 
Em             D
In Paris and Rome 
                 C    D
But I wanna go home 
G
Mmmmmmmm 
 G
Maybe surrounded by 
D/F# 
A million people I 
Em               D
Still feel all alone 
                  C  
I just wanna go home 
   D          G
Oh I miss you, you know 

                 C                            Em
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you 
             A
Each one a line or two 
                 C           D
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
|-------12-10----------| 
|-10s12-------10s12----|
|-------------------12-|
|----------------------|
|----------------------|
|----------------------|
               C                                  Em
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough 
                F
My words were cold and flat 
                 D   Dsus D 
And you deserve more than that 
|-----------------|
|-----------------|
|-2h4-2p0----0----|
|---------4-------|
|-----------------|
|-----------------|

G
Another aerorplane 
D/F#
Another sunny place 
Em            D
I’m lucky I know 
                C   
But I wanna go home 
       D           G
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home 
|-7h8p7------7---|
|--------8-7-----|
|----------------|
|----------------|
|----------------|
|----------------|

          G  D  Em  Bm
Let me go home 
|----------10-------------10s12--|
|-------12-------------12--------|
|-12-11----------12-11-----------|
|--------------------------------|
|--------------------------------|
|--------------------------------|
              C
I’m just too far from where you are 
D             G
I wanna come home 

Guitar Solo: (1:48)
|--------10~--10-12-12s14\-----10-12----------------------|
|---------------------------12-------10s12---10-----------|
|-11-12-----------------------------------------12=s11----|
|---------------------------------------------------------|
|---------------------------------------------------------|
|---------------------------------------------------------|

|---------------------------------------------15-14---------|
|----10------------------------15-------------------15------|
|-12----11-----/12--/12-----------14s16-14-12----------14---|
|----------12--/14--/14--12---------------------------------|
|---------------------------14------------------------------|
|-----------------------------------------------------------|

|----------------------------------------15---------------|
|-15---------------------15-----------15----15s17---------|
|-----14s16--------12-14----14s16-------------------------|
|---------------------------------------------------------|
|---------------------------------------------------------|
|---------------------------------------------------------|

       C                                  Em
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life 
                   A
It’s like I just stepped outside 
                      C        D
When everything was going right 
        C
And I know just why you could not 
      Em
Come along with me 
              F
But this was not your dream 
                   D   Dsus D
But you always believed in me 
|-10s12s10-------------|
|-10s12s10-10s12s12----|
|-----------9s11s11-12-|
|-------------------12-|
|----------------------|
|----------------------|

G                  D/F#
Another winter day has come 

And gone away 
Em                   D
And even Paris and Rome 
                C
And I wanna go home 
D           G
Let me go home 
|-------12----10--|
|-10s12----12-----|
|-----------------|
|-----------------|
|-----------------|
|-----------------|

G
And I’m surrounded by 
D/F#
A million people I 
|-----15=s17--15-----|
|-/15----------------|
|--------------------|
|--------------------|
|--------------------|
|--------------------|
G
Still feel alone 
             C
Oh, let go home 
    D            G
Oh, I miss you, you know 

          G  D  Em  Bm
Let me go home 
             C
I’ve had my run 

Baby, I’m done 
D            G
I gotta go home 
          G  D  Em  Bm
Let me go home 
                  C
It'll all be all right 
                D
I’ll be home tonight 
                 G
I’m coming back home

Monday, February 22, 2010

In the middle of studying


This is 1/4 of my cheat sheet that I'm working on right now. Looking at this makes me wanna throw up realize that I'm pretty much counting on this sheet to pass the test tomorrow. In case you guys didn't know, engineers are a bunch of people who do not like to use their brains like to let computers and other people do all the works. Yes, you heard me. All we engineers want to do is the design, and for the rest of the stuff......hello math major!!! we hire cheap labors to do it for us, or even simpler, MATLAB.

Yet we still have to learn all the craps so we can pretend to know what we are doing we understand what's going on when we design. However, the truth is we can totally go back to the books to find all the reference we need, and we simply plug everything into MATLAB and bang! we got our stuff. Yes, matlab is that convenient.

I guess we learn all these just so when all fail (all hail MATLAB!!!), we can still come up a way to design the stuff by composing some steps and hello, comp sci major!!! hire some other people to write the code for us. Then again, your boss will not be so kind and let you hire some people jsut to write your code. Too bad your position is not high enough if you ever need to write codes like that. So it all comes down to the point that your boss is so cheap that he won't hire another guy for you, so you have to know all the stuff and write your own freaking code.

My point of this post is actually to thank several group/ companies. First i wanna thank Microsoft for making computer such a convenient tool to use, and then i wanna thank Mathwork for creating Matlab. I don't care if they got any open source or whatever, they put everything together and come out with this program. It's just brilliant. It saves my butt all the time and saves me so much time. (m-file does not require you to define all the craps, that's why)

For many occasions I simply have to write some easy codes and press F5, and MAGIC!!!! your work is DONE!!!!! oh how awesome you are.

so yea guys, appreciate it when you can have the computer to do all the works for you. (Do you know how many steps and algorithm are there when you download your mp3 files from the internet? Imagine doing that all by yourself......or you can simply go to a store and buy the CD)

Anyway, I think I should get back to study......

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Reply to Yoli's Post

Facebook does not let me post long response, so I decided to post it here :)

To Yoli:

wow i like your post
but just to share some thoughts
first, don't get me wrong. I'm not trying to bash on you or anything. I'm just sharing my understanding and maybe you can get something out of it or give me some feedback :)

"People got together without even getting to know the other person first, without making sure that the other person was really the one they want to have a relationship with"

relationship would always start with passion, but passion will die down eventually. Then the commitment and dedication come into play. A relationship is like two pointy rocks grinding each other. If the force is applied poorly, then one rock or both will break down. However, if the force is applied well, both rocks will be smooth. Relationship is built on commitment and compromise, and of course, passion. Since passion dies down, it eventually comes to the other two.

We might be able to know each other well, but we can never fully understand each other. Why? You might ask. It's because no two people are identical, so it's impossible to fully comprehend what each other thinks. Therefore, in some sense it's impossible to "make sure that the other person was really the one" (unless you are talking about some sci-fi stuff that can read people's mind, of course......) If you say: "oh, i have a feeling he's the one." Then how can you be sure that this feeling is correct but not some kind of impulse.

If you ask your parents if they still love each other like when they started dating, the answer is definitely no. They are together because they want to keep this family here; they want to make each other and their children happy. It's some sort of responsibility we are talking about. Is it sad? No! Of course not! It's also a form of love. Because of love, they are together, along with you and your other relatives.

Therefore, if "not sure he's the one" is the reason hindering you from having a relationship, don't let it be.

And if you're really seeking for some long-lasting relationship, don't wait, act. Passively waiting won't get you anything. Acting at least gives you more chance. :) I know you might have some fantasy about a guy coming in shiny armor and white horse, but the truth is that is super rare (I mean where can you even find a white horse XDDDDD). I'm pretty sure the guy is out there somewhere though, so all you have to do is to find him. Like someone once said, chance is only granted to people who seek for it. :)

For the drinking part, all i can say is that just keep it up :).
Actually i can say more about it hehe. Some people do find those who refuse to drink during a party annoying. Their thinking process is like "you know we're gonna drink, and you don't wanna drink, so what are you doing here. What a party pooper......"

So I like my friend's method. She does not drink, yet no one would hate her for not drinking. here's how she does it:
When people take shots, you take shots too, but with juice or soda. It's the action that actually makes people happy or think you're part of the crowd. When people are drinking beer, fake it! Again it's the action that counts.

Then again, if you think it's not necessary or you don't see the point faking it, it's totally fine, too. You get to choose what you wanna do :)

And yes! live your life to the fullest! You don't wanna look back in life and be like "ah....i wish i did blah blah blah....." Although I'm pretty sure we all do sometimes in our life. haha

You're still a second year. College life is still long. Enjoy your life and, most importantly, don't fail any class XDDDDDDDDDDDD

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Happa Tai--Yatta

Video right here


This video is actually pretty old already, but I found it few days ago in my favorite.

i find this song to be super catchy for some odd reason.....

so yea.....enjoy!

Alright! It's Chinese New Year!!!!

My mom gave me a call this evening and was like "hey!!! We're eating blah blah blah blah (a list of freaking delicious food) and too bad you can't be here."

Thanks mom....really appreciate it......

And then my mom asked what I was going to eat for dinner.

"er.....cup noodle?"

Yea.....that was my response. I'm glad it's not Chinese New Year her yet, or it'd just be sad.

Many people went home this weekend to celebrate this important holiday season. I mean, chinese new year to chinese people is just like Christmas to Caucasians. We don't celebrate for just one day. It's an ongoing event for at least 2 weeks.

And what am i going to do in this 2 weeks? em.....midterms I guess......

Great! What a wonderful way to spend this holiday season.

I guess i'll just go to buy some red envelope just so i can get into this atmosphere a bit.....



Happy Chinese New Year people!!!!!!!

college food series: BEEEEEEEF Noodle


If you want me to rate all the comfort food from top to bottom, beef noodle will definitely be first, and then it's carne asada fries XDDDDD

There are so many fancy beef noodle that people sell in the restaurants. Some of them are fantastic, but some are just lame. I've tried one that only add several chunks of beef into Yang Chun Mian (simple noodle soup) and call it beef noodle.

ARE YOU SERIOUS!? this is not tolerable. Therefore, I'm going to share my recipe so that you guys can make it yourself at home for a really cheap price.

Here we go. First requirement of this cuisine: free time. If you do not have a thermos pot, it's going to take several hours to cook because it takes a long time for the flavor to get into the soup. Just choose a free afternoon or an afternoon that you'll stay home. The processing time only takes about 30 mins, and then you can just let it cook on the stove.

Ingredients:

Beef: Okay, there are many choices, but I like to use those big chunk of roast beef. Choose a chunk that's as fat as possible, or else the meat is going to be dry and the soup won't be as flavorful (when you eat the beef just take out the fatty part, so you don't have to complain about how fat it is.) ~3lb is a good amount.

Green Onion: about 2 stems

Garlics: about 6 cloves

Ginger: about 4 slices

Chili: optional, the bean paste will dominate the flavor, but you can always add more spice to it.

Spicy Bean Paste: can be found in grocery stores, even the American ones. The difference is that Americans for some reason cannot take spicy bean paste so they only sell the non-spicy one. However, if you do not like your soup to be hot, just buy those. They'll work almost the same. 1 bottle (small one, if you get the ones that have similar size as a coke can, just use half)

peppercorn(花椒): this is harder to get. You can usually find it in a Asian super market. I'd like to use the powder so I don't have to pick those peppercorns out after cooking (super annoying).

Star Anise: about 6 to 7 pieces should do the trick.

soy sauce: enough is good. try to get the one that has dark color but not too salty. We want the color, not the taste.


Procedures:
1. heat up a pot of water. After boiling, throw the entire chunk of beef into the water. This step is for cleaning the meat. Cook it for about 5 mins.

2. Meanwhile, heat up another pot (big pot), pour some oil and cook all the ingredients listed above except the beef and soy sauce. This step is to bring the flavor out. Make sure nothing is burnt.

3. Put the beef in, add water until it's about 80% full. Add soy sauce until it turns desirable color (darkish......i can't really describe it)

4. Boil it. When it boils, turns the heat down to low (or 2-3). Let it cook for an hour or so.

5. Remember we still have a big chunk of meat? Yes! Time to cut it. Take out the beef after an hour, cut it into bite size, and then put everything back into the pot.

6. low heat to cook for about 2-3 hrs. Taste the flavor, add more soy if needed.

7. The soup is done. All you need to do now is to get some noodle and bok choy. Cook them and then add the soup in.

8. EAT!!!!!!!!