It's one of those days......

Midterm weeks have officially started as I have two of them this week and tons of hw following after. You know, after every summer I've always wanted to tell myself: Jonathan, try to enjoy this year. It will be much better compared to the last one.

Well, guess what, an illusion is called an illusion for a reason, and self-hypnosis does not work on me.

Oh yea, btw, I'm supposed to be studying right now for my really important midterm tomorrow, and you all know what I'm doing right now. I just don't have the energy and mind to study now, but I will have to eventually. My rainlender just reminded me that I have a midterm and a MATLAB assignment due tomorrow. Thank you rainlender, but I don't really need this right now. I wish I could be watching espn and enjoying my quiet night right now......

I'm not trying to complain here, but wtf, why does my major have to so hard? And in case you guys don't know, I hate the name Fourier. This name makes my life really really miserable. Actually not just this one, but there are also Laplace, Maxwell, and maybe Gaussian alone with it. Sometimes I wonder why people cannot just chill and not think about all those math problems so we do not have to solve and memorize all the laws and formulas.

My professor made a joke saying that engineers only view this world in two perspective: things that need to be fixed, and things that will need to be fixed. Well, guess what, I think my life needs to be fixed right now. I seriously want to just take several shots and crash on my bed so I don't have to worry about anything after today. Sadly this will never happen. At the end mister Fourier still has to punish me with his transformations, and Gaussian still has to torment me with his laws. Isn't the world wonderful?

I guess this is the price you have to pay after enjoying a nice weekend celebrating your friend's birthday. Wait, I actually spent most of the Sunday studying, so it's more like one night of drink-all-you-want-and-don't-think-about-anything. I gotta say it was pretty fun, except the fact that I slept on a really soft couch so my back started hurting the next morning.

I think I should go back to playing "who blinks first" with my heavy textbook. It always owns me pretty badly for some reason. I guess I can never beat it because I'm just not smart enough to play the game right.

Last words for you guys: living the lab is not fun; living in the library is not fun either, but when it comes to your grade, the words "lab" and "library" are better than the word "home"

Good night guys. May you guys have a wonderful night and may you never have to face what I have to face right now......or more like after finishing this post. Ah......I wish I could watch some How I Met Your Mother or Big Bang Theory right now......